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Cake day: July 21st, 2023

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  • When I was younger, it could feel like a super power when I could hyper focus on something, but as I grow older, my body is showing clear signs of long term damage from substance abuse as self medication as well as getting fat from food binges following 12 hours hyper focus sessions.

    It turns out eating 3600 calories in one meal is worse than 3 800 calories meals. Who would’ve thunk.

    Eventually, the “good job” stops coming. The little oversights start to pile up. It’s not a super power. It’s damaging physically to act like it is.

    I love the hyper focus, but the fucking thing is slowly killing me.