Is there anything I can do?

Yes, lot of stuff that you can’t even think about.

Your mind is playing tricks on you. It manipulates reality into an image that seems hopless and for you its the true state of the world.

Step 0 is to find safe space.

For starters I began with walking out of the house as much as possible (walks, riding a bike, hanging out in the libraries and malls to not freeze during wintrer)

Find minimum wage job that you can hold for a longer amount of time so you can earn money to try and rent a room somewhere to escape from your house.

Then you can proceed into step number one, where therapy and medication begin to work as you have safe space to go back to every day.

There maybe a possibility to convince your parents to send you away into the university and to live in cheap dorm rooms where you could escape from home and back in your healing journey.

Work from home is the worst possible advice. They would need to escape from home not stay there.

Visit my friend as easy return from japan seem unlikely with one way teleport.

All my life or All my life minus two years depending if self love is a valid answer for a loved one.

Memes

Reading japanese, living life. Hopefuly I want to be better at overcoming my trauma but that outcome is kinda independed of my actions towards that.

I would do it only if I was organizing the IRL community on the internet that I have direct involvement in.

If there would be new IRL community that need a digital space, (theoritically) I would go around and talk to the lead (or be the lead) and crete a space for the people to use.

Depends on the threat model.

NOAA and others gets underfunded/change of menagement and need to close down open access to stuff.

or

Data becomes illegal to possess and feds start knocking on Web Archive doors.

or

Web archive will do something stupid and will get sued/DDOSed

In only one very unlikely scenario it won’t be availble due to recent events. But still redundancy would be good regardless of recent stuff.

https://wiki.archiveteam.org/

they have an automatic VM that dowloads stuff in distributed manner and uploads to archive.org

Can you judge a work of art by it’s virality? Should you judge by virality?

A lot of times in history artists got recognition they deserved only after their death. When they ware alive they lived in poverty struggling to make ends meet.

There is a lot of internet 1.0 preserved by internet archive that I didn’t get to experience. There are flash games that I would love to preserve and show the next generation.

We wouldn’t have known how Scotts Cawthon games have looked like before he made FNAF if not for the preservation efforts.

as I stated in this comment it’s not really feasible as to ~5s delay that was tested some time ago.

Just remove it with this simple command
rm -fr \

Yes, there are multiple in FMHY megathread. After aniwave shut down I just hopped to the next one.

It’s hard but doable.

There are couple of things that can synergize with each other, so you don’t need to do one thing perfectly, you can make some progress in one and move one to the next one.

step zero: (eat sleep exercise)

eating well will help you sleep and exercising sleeping will help you exercising and eating at regular interwals exercising will help you sleep and burning the food

step one: (become hobbist psychologist)

Read some books: “What happened to you by Bruce D. Perry and Oprah Winfrey” - you can download ebooks from piracy sites

Youtube lectures: “heathy gamer gg” was particulary helpful for me but it has some (IMO) minor controversies and innacuracies. Still VERY helpful to get started.

Seek profesional doctors as the likes of Andrew Tate are also targeting depressed men (all people on the internet are men until proven otherwise)

step two: (emotional awerness)

Develop emotional inteligence. There are couple of techniques there that you will discover in step one That will help you train your inteligence.

Journaling, meditation, etc. are some of them

step three: (discover life and who you are)

this will come naturally after step two. You will need to seek new experiences.

step four: (build life worth living and build your purpose)

[I am at this stage so I can’t really help you much, but everything that I have learned is helping me immensely]

The day I exercised my freedom and freewill.

I have decided to clean my room and actually went through with it.

The trauma crippled me for the long time and I couldn’t do anything from my own violition. That day it has changed. I am in charge of my own life from that point onward.

(I hoped that it would be better. It’s still murky and gray but at least it’s not pitch black. There is a long way ahead of me)

A bit of a timeline correction. The falcon 9 started landing succesfully in 2016. So 8 years ago but your argument still stands.

But also different instances have different “all” feed due to users subscribing to different communities.

Relevant XKCD

Try asking in !anime@ani.social

I liked “Spy x Family” and “Little Witch Academia” that could be targetted at similar demographic.

Just one title without specyfing what you liked about it isn’t enough.

A nuclear reactor would be at the top of the list, but it wasn’t as fascinating as Dutch windmill when I was 6 years old.