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Cake day: June 15th, 2023

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  • Huh, I’m using technology as an escape from woodworking. Lack of space/tools and a few times when I tried to do something the wood was too seasoned (last thing I tried was whittling hoping to do it in my room anytime and not have dust as an issue, cheap folding knife probably didn’t help)

    Well not fully true on the escape part, I just drop things really easy when I run into issues like that. Well that and I haven’t done anything noteworthy with technology or woodworking.



  • It was a streaming site that pulled from a large amount of other sources automatically.

    Funnily enough it didn’t have any discovery features whatsoever (no front page, popular, latest etc), it was just a search bar that took you right into the video so you needed an idea what it is you wanted to see. And I don’t think it was nearly as popular as other sites (like you probably weren’t finding it from search results, as I don’t think it even had the info that’d be grabbed, and probably didn’t even have SEO or anything like that)




  • I tried a cheap pair and my takeaway is that this technology needs a specific amount of contact pressure, and with no mechanism to assure this (do the “name brand” ones have something?) a poor fit means it doesn’t work at all and then if you fiddle with the position you can get something that basically turns your ear canal into a speaker (at least it doesn’t seem like it’s actually going direct, at least for most of the sound).

    Also using a headphone amplifier, loudness normalization is an issue especially as certain content clips while some doesn’t. This one probably directly relates to cost.






  • I backed up all of my own files except the jars apparently (because when you download every one they added up, and I didn’t do that when the servers were at stake). I even had a launcher still logged in but none of the files will download now. Prism is lame (but understandable, I guess) in that it just says “contact microsoft support if you didn’t migrate” or something like that, but you can just copy over accounts.json from polymc to use an offline acct. Though a few mods I’ve tried don’t work (and I feel like mod discoverability might not be the best?).

    Also a small bit not directly in reply to you: I’m pretty sure this is actually the second migration too, at least for accounts that were started on the minecraft website (username–>email login+mojang acct). But of course searches only give info on this one.





  • Is it similar to a sort of perfectionism? Like if it’s not going to be 100% exactly what you want, there’s no point in even starting?

    I would say the issue is not being imperfect, but that it’s not even going to be a C-. Something you know is not the right fit/function/compatibility/ease etc on top of the learning curve that will delay even sub-par results beyond a sustainable motivation loop.

    There are things I have tinkered with before stopping. Lacking ideas for potential avenues of learning projects (particularly when it comes to creating further content) is one common issue, for instance with programming I did make a simple adventure book reader prototype but did not care enough about writing to develop it further (also aesthetic issues like no auto-scaling text for more legible unicode characters 🔍🕵 or text in general). For a game engine, the option that has a better art feature (eye.mp4 mentioned before) isn’t merged yet (and might not perform well enough for actual project-wide usage) plus that major version doesn’t have bindings for the language I want to use still (and likely won’t for a while). I tried a framework, but I found myself making my own polygon loader (format) that I didn’t even finish because I wasn’t sure enough on actual usage (2 polygon formats, loading/storage etc.) and I didn’t want to keep going out in-the-weeds like that to make my own stuff.

    Or there’s other toe-stubs like that. For instance I’ve carved a few things with a rotary tool and I wanted to try whittling so I could do it in my room without creating dust… and when I did the wood was so seasoned I could barely get the bark off (and I probably don’t have great tools for whittling). On a similar note, I also tried a small log and was only able to put a slight bevel on it with a (cheap) power-carving disc in an angle grinder (again, seasoned wood from the wood pile).

    Wanting to create things that are directly useful/interesting to me is another layer of difficulty/limitation as well.


    That and these are not things I do normally already so there’s a lot more resistance to starting things than there is to just not do it. Even when I was doing things, there were usually factors I took into account.

    Maybe it’s less a hyperfixation and more of it being one track that runs without distraction unless I find it inconsequential enough to let the track fall out-of-view, likely in favor of a literal distraction.


  • I don’t think I would frame it like that. Intent isn’t quite a stretch, but I’d say it’s more like recognizing my wheels are spinning (but going nowhere) at best and early burnout at-worst. And when money is involved, aside from my lack of it there is also previous purchases that I regret. One is a 3D printer that I bit off more than I could chew with an upgrade and ruined it for myself (well, that on top of not really liking the design/iteration process for extrusion).

    Some of this may just be an issue of lacking context, as in anything can seem like a fixation (or easily be one) when I don’t really have any regular hobbies. And with tons of free time I can watch hours of video or do strings of searches for something that ultimately won’t turn up with what I’m exactly hoping for. Or with the PS3, requires more downloads (or other motivation) for reasoning.

    In some cases I suspect I may be wrong in my motivations. Like wanting performance w/programming before I’ve had any real projects, though I also don’t think wanting my code to utilize more than 1/16th of my CPU’s capability (particularly if it’s performing bad even for that) is such a big ask. Is that an anti-fixation?

    On another note, I was fixated on an ebike for a while and then slept on the idea when I couldn’t fine one I liked. Eventually I did find exactly what I was looking for (cheap+small/light+has-gears) and I bought it and everything worked out great until my local trail closed (~6months ago, still closed). So that should say something about external factors.


  • I don’t think I have ADHD (so this may be more of a SzPD or depression thing), but I often hyperfixate on things until I just decide to drop the idea (or at least lurk on the idea indefinitely) due to complexity/poor-results/cost. And the cost doesn’t even need to be that high, I try not to buy things.

    I’ve done this mostly with programming and game stuff, where I want ease and performance plus something polygonal (eye.mp4). I actually have the pieces, but they don’t really fit together (at least not where I’m at, someone better might make it work). Either that or I’d need to make some major concessions (beyond the ones I initially planned for) or have a completely different workflow that will likely also be more difficult (like 3D).

    Similar to your story, I heard about PS3 homebrew being better/easier and decided to dust off my PS3 (actually, compressed air) which last-I-used-it was not reading discs. Seems that was only a temperamental thing, got some info, fixed up controller a bit, played some games. But I didn’t actually bother with the homebrew stuff yet because I do not really have even a loose plan on the reasons to do so yet. Playing an old game I had bought long ago was one reason, until I remembered it was a PSP mini and I can just play it on my phone.