Scotch as in the tape, not the whisky

  • 0 Posts
  • 106 Comments
Joined 2 years ago
cake
Cake day: July 26th, 2023

help-circle






  • got hit by a basketball a week ago on my left thumb and it still hurts, but whatever, luckily if it gets worse I can just go to the town hospital and get it fixed for free

    I do worry for all that’s happening in the USA and for what that means for us Europeans, but there’s not much I can do apart from voting

    Parents are still on the far right ideology, I made the accident of mentioning politics and they said Zelenskyy is a dictator put in power by Biden, and that Putin is right by attacking them because they tried to join NATO…

    Whatever. I just hope I get old enough to not get drafted when Putin decides to invade us.

    I’m slowly prepping for whatever is to come, but money is tight, and nothing’s helping.

    I’m sleeping decently thanks to meds, but I still have many issues at home and at work because of ADHD, and I often end up lying on my bed with many things to do, no energy to do them, and at the same time too much energy to rest, which only fuels my frustration.

    I have a couple hobbies I do when I’m not terribly down, but they don’t involve leaving my home and my social circle reflects that, I have a couple of distant friends left and even just the thought of a partner is light years away

    but hey, my dog’s happy

    man, I wish I was my dog










  • and have to vape weed every day in order to get tired enough to sleep

    You need to talk to a medic or psychiatrist about this, I’ve had the same issue since I was born and averaged a couple of all-nighters a month just staring at the ceiling.

    Now I take meds ( 25mg Seroquel, but dont blindly trust me and ask a professional for one more suited to you), and go to sleep regularly every night, and even better, I get sleepy in the evening, which is something I could have never dreamt of back when I needed to roll in my sheets to tire myself out.

    If anything I said resonates with you, please try it, even if you have legal weed where you live it’s not worth the side effects and the sleep from it is barely decent