Thanks a lot man! I look into that

I mean I already sort of accepted this reality that there is no hope anymore about a year ago so it’s okay. I just hope my death will arrive soon and I hope life is not indefinitely repeating itself cause that would mean eternal suffer for me

Thanks a lot for these tips I really appreciate that. I wish I had any friend I could talk to but unfortunately I don’t have a single friend. But I’m happy that you had something that worked out for you!

Thanks for that information I will look into that!

I’ve done therapy before but it didn’t really help anything since we were just circling around the same things. Currently I have a psychiatrist visiting me about once a month but she also can’t really do anything. We tried medication but that was also unsuccessful.

I wish I had a friend or someone who’s not toxic that I can live with but I don’t have one

I feel like the burden of living with my parents is so strong that I have no motivation for any hobbies. I gotta move out first but like I said I already tried and failed. It’s like a negative spiral that seems impossible to get out of.

Normally I have lots of hobbies such as working out, jogging, swimming and have many interests including technology, science and social activities. I partly did all that when I wasn’t living with my parents. But currently my state is paralyzing me and preventing me from doing any of that.

Ich hatte bereits in sämtlichen Einrichtungen wie Pflegefamielie, Klinik, Kinderheim und Verselbständigungseinrichtung gelebt aber es hat alles leider nichts gebracht. Vielleicht finde ich irgendwann noch etwas hilfreiches

Yea I think I will just give up, I tried so much for so long all for nothing