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Cake day: June 9th, 2023

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  • You are sharing very deep observations about yourself.

    About your mother and her impact on you wanting to start a family, take a look at raisedbynarcicissts communities or speak to a therapist.

    For friends connection, try joining a board game club in your area. They really don’t care about autistic traits.

    I’d recommend minimising the amount of commercial media you are viewing, and switch to mostly consuming open-licenced media for a while.

    Audio books: librivox.org

    Movies: vole.wtf/voleflix

    Nursing, and care professions like teaching or ambulance drivers, can often be squeezed to rely on the compassion of the individuals in them. Do you have balance within your position. Is it time to retrain for something else at night-school? Or time to go to 3 or 4 days a week.

    Take some pride, every single day nurses help people to stay alive.

    The Stoic Reading app on FDroid may help you find some philosophy that motivates or solidifies a purpose.

    Travel to a different town and meet random people, introduce yourself using your middle name. Invest nothing in making long term friends, just chat.

    You actually sound quite aware of many things around you, finding opportunities for hobbies or artistic endeavours, where you do not overthink things, would help.

    Remember that everyone is doing their best with what they know, and to let some things go.

    All the best for your future.






  • 1999, at the first Homelands festival in Winchester, SE of London.

    She was Scottish and was there with a girlfriend. We were 4 guys from a different country, out for the night from our share-house.

    We talked and I was nervous about how graceful, intelligent and demure I found her. Hung out and talked, went home our separate ways.

    The next day I was at the Papillon bar-cafe with a friend and she came up out of the blue. She was distributing flyers for a gig, and placing some at the cafe. We talked and I was stunned and not confident again. Looking back, there was something there between us, but I did not initiate anything. We said goodbye with no numbers exchanged.

    Out of all of London, we bumped into eachother and I didn’t read the destiny flags that were hanging around us.

    I am happy now in life, but I will never forget her, how she captured my interest and made me feel that weekend. I have no idea where she is now. I hope happy and fulfilled with whichever direction life has taken her over the past 25 years.