Xmas, new year, valentine’s… Seems like the festivities are there just to remind me how much I failed as an adult man incapable of getting company. It’s been over a decade since I’ve felt this way and nothing changes.
Alcohol and porn has lost its charm over the years.
If you are from a distant and rather abusive home-life try moving into a neighborhood where a large group of people hate you. it almost feels like home.