Sometimes I feel like the dude who has given up sitting at the Bonfire Shrine bonfire, and other times I feel like Igon as he’s wailing on the mountain side. Never had a good job, and I haven’t been able to stick around longer than a year or two before the bullshit gets to me and I either make a mistake getting frustrated and get fired or quit because I can’t take it anymore. I don’t fit in anywhere, I don’t feel comfortable anywhere, and it’s hard to tell what is truly toxic, or what’s just my own shit because I have BPD, ADHD and am on the spectrum.